Helloooo...
It's Friday! Yay! Not that I have big plans or anything, but I don't have to come to work tomorrow!
I am ashamed to admit I have lost interest in the Love Dare a little.. I am going to get myself back interested in it. I want to watch the movie about it this weekend.
I have been really struggling with the whole baby thing this week. More and more people I know are getting pregnant. I am happy for them, but it makes me sad for me! Honestly I don't think I will ever have another one. I'm not sure why I feel that way, but I do, like in my heart I already know there won't be anymore babies for me. Now, if I could just come to terms with it my life would be a little less stressful. I wouldn't be sad EVERY single month, I wouldn't get my hopes up, I wouldn't cry when the inevitable happens every month. I am going to work on this, I'm just not sure how.
I gained 3 lbs back when I got my teeth pulled and sadly I have not gotten rid of those lbs. I haven't gained any, but still. I'm getting back to working out hard core. I think I am going to start bringing Tony Horton to work with me. I'm in the back of the office alone so I can workout for my lunch break. That will also be easier because once I get home I do NOT feel like working out. I will blog about how it goes.
For those who want an update on my teeth, they are better, not as painful. Still an annoyance, but not nearly like they were. I went yesterday and had them cut the wires that were bothering me. and the pushed down one of the cleats on one of the bands because it was bothering me. I can't wait till my next appointment.. my teeth are already starting to move. I took a picture of them but I am too scared to post it. When I'm all done with these braces I will post up close pictures.. like before and after! :)
Well atleast you havent given up all the way on the weight loss, don't worry as long as you're still trying it's gonna happen!
ReplyDeleteAs far as the baby, if it doesn't happen that sucks, but what if you guys were meant to adopt and help a baby that doesn't have parents? Just a thought.
<3 Amy